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Friday, April 15, 2011

Monday, September 6, 2010

Man, are these boots awesome or what?


















These boots were definitely made for walking! I'm in love with their simplicity, careful detailing and the fact that they are vegetarian/animal-friendly isn't bad either.
Here's how I'd wear them:


Kavaj med axelpads
899 SEK - modekungen.se
Jackets »

Skjorta - Soft
599 SEK - modekungen.se

Skirt
$580 - marni.com
Floral skirt »

Boots med snörning
599 SEK - modekungen.se
Boots »

Klassisk handväska
1 199 SEK - modekungen.se
Shoulder bags »

Örhängen med hjärtan
199 SEK - modekungen.se
Earrings »

Sunday, November 15, 2009


There's nothing like drinking a cup of chocolate milk, eating a piece of sour cream apple pie and watching an 80's classic like Adventures in Babysitting

Saturday, August 30, 2008

of green grass and blackberries


I opened my squeaky windows to a still green, yet ailing grass, to a quiet wind and an empty lane. The corpse of my vegetarian mosquito friend rests weightless in a dark corner of my room and there's nothing I can do about that or about the thin, long spider meandering through natural scenery, engulfed in hatred and denial.

So I pick up the brushes and the paints to ivy-league my room and make the day pass. Another revolution and another excuse to avoid pain. For now.




Now's the moment to visit the crippled and the old. She seats me next to her, on the bed, caresses my hair with her trembling hands and whispers " So I see, you've finally convinced yourself that your hair does look better with a diagonal parting. I told you so"
Her son just died and in order to pass the day she fabricates his day. He's alive in his old house with the wife and masseuse and he does not pick up the phone for he is in the garden, admiring the Nicotiana affinis. And she cannot cry. She talks of Paris and Rome and Vienna. And the glamor of the cities fades away and the vowels roll on her tongue as she pushes her beloved dead through the gates of the capitals.

Sunday, June 17, 2007

of women


Earlier today I had a conversation with my girl-friend about us having a synchronized apathy despite the fact that we are 2000 miles away from one another. I decided to try to find something, anything that would stir my interest and get me out of this (probably)heat-inflicted depression. As I was surfing away in search of that "something" I came upon a site called mum.org. It is a museum of menstruation. I was mesmerized. What a great idea! This helps promote women, it enables women to connect in a way that would make them ease their pains (both physical and mental) without feeling awkward or ashamed in the end. The site also includes a brief history of menstruation. Brief because there is little solid data regarding menstruation of the women living in the Middle Ages or regarding the practices of Ancient women. Being such a delicate, taboo, intimate subject and many of them being illiterate, no real tradition could be traced down by historians. There is however an oral history (as within all oppressed cultures/minorities). While reading my way through the site I found the name of Judy Chicago mentioned and I was thrilled by the ideas behind her art. She is a feminist artist and she created great, empowering pieces such as the one I added to my blog, called Birth Project. I am particularly fond of her Dinner Party. The piece is made of a triangular table, having names of goddesses and pre-Christian women written on one side, names of early Christian women on another and names of women of the "Revolution" on the last. She personalized the ensemble by only "inviting" to her dinner party the women she considered representative. The invitees have their names written next to their plates, silverware and a possible first dish made out of some type of vulva-shaped food. The names of an additional 999 women are mentioned on a tile on the floor. I took this as a sign of respect, admiration and recognition. The rest of the representatives are not less important in the history of women, however, the limited space at the actual table obliged her to pick her favorites. Names such as Boudica, Theodora of Byzantium and Virginia Woolf are among the ladies invited for the great dinner of womanhood. I was thinking that this could be a feminist version of Christ's last supper only this would be the first supper. A supper rejoicing a suppressed sex, a supper rejoicing the cultural tradition of women, a supper where religion is a flavor, not a determining factor. A supper from which men are banned. Of course, the numbers don't fit and the construction doesn't resemble DaVinci's painting, still, this could be a hint at an all female celebration , only this time, women would celebrate life (which is more characteristic of them-through birth-than death).

Thursday, June 14, 2007

of dragons and tulips




I walked outside the door and the garden received me, its long-lost wanderer. And I thought "wouldn't it be nice to make a round box with a Victorian tulip print and a dragon on it?"So I gathered the tulips and I set free the dragon and my hands moved swiftly about the canvas and it came out delicate and sweet.
So I gave him the box and he said tulips don't go well with dragons cose tulips come from Holland and dragons live in China. So I said they both live in my mind. So he said there's no logic to it. So I said there needn't be. So he said goodbye. So I said fine.